What the Crap.

So forget all the other dreams that I have ever had in my entire life.  Last night I had the weirdest dream I have ever had.  Some friends and myself were hiking in the mountains (I don't remember who specifically).  We were having a merry time and then hear some craziness in the woods.  We high-tail it back to my place which was a quaint little mountain house (perhaps we were on vacation?).



Anyway, my dad was there and he had just heard on the news that someone had escaped from the mental institution down the road(of course).  Next thing you know we hear some gunshots.  My dad makes us all sit down on the floor and be really quiet.  We turned off all the lights in the house and I watch my dad looking out the window.  We hear yelling and my dad screams, "GET DOWN!"  Shots ring out and holes appear through one side of the house.  Everyone is screaming, but me...I realize I've been shot.  In the chest.  I kind of fall back and I see my dad come over to me.  He picks up my hand and I hear someone calling 911.  I try to talk, but can't and soon I feel a very warm sensation in my chest.  A numbing warmness, kind of like you swallowed icy hot, but without the icy.  I start to get really light headed and it feels like my eyes are becoming smaller.  I find myself focusing on one of the holes in the wall where a bullet has passed through.  It was perfectly circular and very crisp around the edges.  I look at my dad and try to talk again, but can't and I drift in and out of blackness and soon all is black...like you've fallen asleep.  Then I realize that I've woken up.  I'm at home and walk around, but no one hears or sees me.  I'm dead.  When I walk out side of my house I see people everywhere and I run down the street screaming.  Some talk to me and some don't.  I realize that some see me and some can't.   The ones that can't are still alive.  A young person walks over to me and says, "calm down, you'll get used to it."  And then I yell at him saying, "No, it's not supposed to be like this.  I'm supposed to be in heaven not here..."  Then I wake up...I guess the aggravation of the dream woke me up.  There were some other details too, but I'm too disturbed to recount them all.  Weird, eh? 
 
I'm never sleeping again....okay maybe I exaggerate, but it did freak me out.


Friday, July 16, 2004 | 10:45 AM | LINK |